I Regret I Slept With Him

I am not into living life with regrets. To me, it's a way to beat up on yourself unnecessarily, and I don't beat up on myself.

I also think that all of life experiences -- good and bad -- made me the smart, strong, intelligent, beautiful, foxxaaaay woman I am today LOLOLOL (Yea, I do not have a problem with self-esteem!)

Any who.

I was thinking the other day about the little boys, young men and grown men who have come in and out of my life over my years. I'm approaching a birthday so I've been reflecting on this thing called life.

I thought back to the first boy I ever kissed. I was standing near a tree on MLK Boulevard and he was walking me home and we kissed. Until that moment, I had kissed a mirror and a pillow. I used to kiss my hand LOLOLOL Criiiiizaaaay, right? But that was what people my age were doing -- practicing.

Then I thought about my very first, ya know, sexual encounter. I was scared to death OOOOOOOK.

I was a late bloomer and other girls had talked about it around me. They made it seem like fun, but I never gave in to the temptation until I thought I was ready. I didn't cave to peer pressure at all. :)

And then I started thinking about the guys who I have given an opportunity to take one of my precious jewels out of my jewelry box. LOLOLOL

And I'm not going to lie. I was thinking...nah, I should not have. LOLOLOL

Yea, I said I don't live with regrets, but errrr uhhhh. LOLOLOL

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your selection of diggity mates?